You'll never fully embrace yourself for pain

Melv & me parted ways yesterday.
I guess no matter how much you've geared yourself for the pain, you'll never fully embrace yourself enough for the pain of good bye.

I've never asked for together forever. All i did was wonder how far we can go. What started off with "i don't know" eventually ends with the uncertainty.

All i know is that i have tried. And my very best at that. I guess time will heal what reasons cannot. I would like to erase all that there was... but i know that every experiences that i go through, although i may not see it now, makes me truly who i am.